Well this is... Part two?I'm not entirely sure what I'm going for when I write these but I believe it's going to be the start of my narrative involving the adventures of my adolescence.
It seems like this month started just a few days ago, but it's almost the new year. I don't personally believe in doing New Years resolutions because I try to get monthly goals done and I have been at it for some time now. But I suppose I can jot down yearly ones since I am going to record these now. To begin I want to start building my riches. My other bank account is looking scarce so I plan on changing that. I think a good amount to have as a goal for a year is 5k, unless I'm feeling extra greedy, I'll say 10k. I think it's very possible with persistence and patience, I just did the math, to reach 5k I would have to deposit 400 dollars every month. That sounds impossible at the moment but I plan on buckling down and grinding out that insurance license. Wish me luck~
I've already lost a lot of weight so I'm just trying to get my body fat percentage down at this point, which is where an actual diet is needed unfortunately. RIP OVER INDULGENCE. Another goal is to start paving the way for my future, I said I was gonna stick to politics so I can attempt at my pipe dream of changing this world but I've come to a realization, I can't do shit at the moment. I mean it's good but I am only 20 years old so legitimately I won't be able to hold any type of position politically standing. My mentor wants me to take my city by storm and run for mayor in five years but that makes me incredibly uneasy because the amount of time and energy you must exert is ridiculous.
I'm not sure what length I want these typically to be as I want to do my best to not ramble but get the quirky nuances as well. I believe family time is over for the most part, it's been a blast being so generous to my family, I've finally realized why my step father balls out with the kids. The joy that comes forth when you take kids out on an adventure is unforgettable. And with that comes the realization that the world is so damn currency-centric. Speaking of currency, the funeral was incredibly fulfilling, perfect small group of family and close family friends and after the reception was held at my godmothers home. I have to say though, carrying the casket was an incredibly unforgettable experience. That is the greatest honor in my opinion, it was also incredibly heavy. One experience also was that I smoked with two of my god sisters and it showed me once again that marijuana brings people of different ages, backgrounds, and races together. I pledge to hang out with them more often when I get my car. I guess that's another goal. I also have to mention that the amount of tamales I've consumed in this year alone is probably more than I ever have any past year, I hope my body will find a place in its non existent heart to forgive me for all that lard.
I'll try to wrap this up, I think I'll do two a month so the beginning sets the foundation and the second one will fill out the hollow bones. I came to terms with my ex, I decided I'm not going to be an asshole and drop her because if I've leaned anything from being left and forgotten so often is that it's harder to stick around than erase someone from your immediate thoughts. I will be there for her as a friend and confidant. Speaking of which the amount of game I've been spitting to random ladies is ridiculous. I'm insanely proud of how far my confidence has come, I'm developing into a handsome young cougar slayer (I believe I'm going to attempt at getting a sugar momma, I'm not entirely sure though, it will be a challenge). I've found comfort in holding a dapper exterior, it compliments how feminine I am while not compromising my masculinity.
This New Years I've got a bottle of tequila and I am going to stream an unforgettable experience on twitch. I've already contacted my regulars and am preparing the regime. I've been thinking of doing five dollar donations equalling one shot but I'm concerned about how often someone is going to donate and I'll end up with alcohol poisoning or barfing on stream. But alas, no one knows what the future holds. Everyone is beautiful, it just takes a little for people to shine under the right circumstances.
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